To be guilty or not!

        So I have been really annoyed with one of my friends because of constant lies and rudeness. I have been constantly bashing out the person's reputation with my painful but true remarks. I thought I will feel better having said what was in my heart but I feel guilty for having treated somebody like that. I am not sure if it is because this person is an old friend that I feel guilty. But whatever it is, it's lame for me to waste my time and energy into hurting somebody. I'd rather use my tool of humility and politeness to have my say and not care about the other person's reaction at all. At least this is what I have been taught.

My Love For You - 2nd draft

Tormenting it is

To think about you

I detest you

Yet I yearn for you

This clash of wits

Is my last chance

To crush you

To maim you

But my love for you

Will tear me apart

My first poem - 1st draft

This cold weather this loneliness
And I think of that special someone

The one who made me smile
The one who fulfilled all my wishes
Never did he falter, never did he forget
And he raised me like a princess

Where have you gone now?
I miss you, come back now

Your princess is sad, your princess is lonely
Never will I find someone like you
Never will I love anybody more than you

If miracles exist, I hope to see you again
If not, know that I am fine and be born again

Life in India

I have been in India for about 3 weeks now. I feel more relaxed and happy now. I sleep well, and on time. And for some reason, even if I am doing nothing, I am always busy. After all, I love being pampered and lazy.

Amidst all this I am trying not to procrastinate, to finish my home works, to get my recommendation letters, to fill up my letters and to continue to struggle in this medical school application process. I am here for another month or so and I already feel that time is running fast. Well, as long as it is running towards my goal, I don't mind. I really hope it is. Touch wood!