Friday, July 26, 2013

Making a Choice

When faced with a choice.. Some people make a table. Some people go ahead with whatever came first. Some people follow their gut. Some people listen to experts.

What will she choose? How will she choose? She doesn't know.
She is following the checklist and packing her bag. Her inbox is filled with emails waiting for her acknowledgement. Her hope for expert advice is running out. She is reading and writing to procrastinate. But soon enough she will have to make a choice.

And choose, she will have to wisely... for it will last all her life.


Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Decision Time



I don't usually believe in horoscopes. Read them more for fun because I never remember them. My today's horoscope clearly talked about my making a decision and asking everyone in range for a solution. It advised me to instead ask one or two people who are actual experts for their opinions.
And I completely agree.

Reading this horoscope I knew what was coming along.
I got accepted in St. George's University of London in Nicosia, the offshore school I applied to. Although I have already gotten my British Visa and the practical me thinks about just moving on with that plan but SGUL has its own benefits. It offers a UK medical degree and amazing clinical rotation opportunities, in addition to a practical learning curriculum.

Sigh! I guess I should start looking out for experts !

Monday, July 22, 2013

My Day Today

The very first news I received this morning was that I have been issued a UK Visa.
 Next step is to book my tickets. So this is finally happening. I am going to England to pursue the first year of my medical studies. It is not as rushed as it feels but it still leaves my heart throbbing. Every time that happens I tell myself that if my heart throbs then there is a risk involved and nothing great in life can be achieved without a risk.

There are so many things that I have learnt in the past one year.

Time is money. I have wasted a lot of my time doing nothing or just staying idle beyond the point of relaxation. There were times when I complained about the lack of number of hours in a day but if I see it from a different perspective, I have a lot of time in my hand.. I just need to learn to use it wisely.

People are always the same, we just choose to be blind to their follies. There was a time when I would say that people change but now that I think of it that it is only the situations that change and hence, people's priorities. When I felt the love of some of my so-called love and family, it was because that was the most convenient thing for them to do. But when situation changed, I got to see their true self.

I can go on and on about the things I learnt but I'd rather focus on the present and the future rather than dig up graves from the past. I am happy because I am making efforts now. Because instead of running blindly I took a break to reflect and see my progress and this has helped me to actually move further in life and towards my goal. Things may not have gone as I once desired but things aren't that bad either. I need to believe in myself because now I am doing the best I can.

P.S.
If you notice the new widget on the bottom left of the screen, the credit goes to JcDaGreat. I have never met her personally yet I have always been fascinated by her.

Sunday, July 21, 2013

My Bucket List

I have always thought of so many things that I wanted to do, that I still want to do. Once upon a time I wanted to be an actor.. now I am not so sure. As I age, my priorities change and so does my wish list. So here is my most current bucket list.


  1. Become famous.. for a good reason.
  2. Walk in rain with someone special (while sharing the umbrella!??).
  3. Read as many books as possible (more like novels).
  4. Meet at least one famous celebrity (and make him fall head over heels for me!!?? Ha, just kidding).
  5. Write my own book or a short story, something worth publishing.
  6. Learn to swim.
  7. Learn to dance (different forms).
  8. Become a successful (and well-known) doctor.
  9. Come back to the United States and hopefully settle down here.
  10. Visit my friend in Singapore.
  11. Lose at least 25 lbs weight.